Mother's Day... Ugghhhh Mother's Day.
What do you say when it's your first Mother's Day as the Mom of an angel baby? This is really going to be a tough one for me. Yes, I have a step-son; I love him and adore him, but I won't get any recognition for that on Mother's Day. I'm not his mom. I do consider myself his second mom. I have taken the role of his mom while he is at our house since he was 8 months old. I have done everything for him that his mother does, but give birth to him. It's a thankless job, really. And the only time I really noticed how thankless it is, is when I was thinking about how different Mother's Day is going to be for me this year.
I have a mom. I have grandmas. I certainly love to show them how much I appreciate them on Mother's Day. I will be doing that again this year, of course. It doens't change the fact that I am missing out on being a mother on Mother's Day. I'm missing out on being a new mom. I have pictured in my mind over and over dressing my little 4-month-old in her little Mother's Day outfit and going over to Mom's with my new little baby and everyone gushing over her because of her beautiful face and bright red hair. She would probably be smiling by now... probably rolling over. She would be her momma's joy.
