No Paizley, No Cry

You would be here today, little girl. That is, if you were as good to me still as you were then and you came on time. Today is being spent trying to stay positive and happy instead of sad and going through all the what-ifs. I will still think of you today, as everyday, I just cannot allow myself to wallow in the sorrow of not getting to go to the hospital today and meet my little girl. If I let myself go there, there will be no turning back. I am just going to focus on wishing you to have a little sister one day... one day soon, I hope.